Life is about making mistakes, learning, and growing from them. In order to become a strong, and independent person we have to go through our own experiences that help shape and mold us into the person that we become. 

I love waking up in the morning, drinking coffee and reading the bible. spending one on one time with Jesus. It’s a pretty awesome feeling. You can just let go of all of your emotions and every feeling you have and give it all to him. All your worries, fears, doubts, everything-good and bad. I have realized that God made each and every one of us to fulfill a purpose. A purpose he intentionally planned for us. I want to grow in my faith even more and make everyday completely dedicated to God. I need to get involved in a youth group and weekly bible study again. I am so excited to see what he has in store for me out in California. I am going to live my life fearless and with no doubts. I am excited to begin this new chapter in my life! I am going to be a leader.. not a follower. And most importantly, I am going to life like God has intended me to do. 

There is something so inspiring about music. It seems like there is a song out there to relate to every situation you’ve ever been in. It is truly amazing. Without music I can honestly say I don’t know what i’d do. it’s pretty amazing. just saying;). Anyways, I  hope that you all had wonderful a week!

So many events good and bad have happened in 2010. I am grateful for each and every experience that God has thrown at me in this past year. I have learned so much from all of my mistakes and other people’s mistakes too. I have become a stronger person and I wouldn’t change one thing that has happened to me because I know God had me go through it for a reason. I am soooooo excited to see what he has in store for me in 2011. So many exciting things are going to be happening. I am graduating in May and I am moving and starting college. It’s so exciting, yet scary at the same time. I have learned not to dwell on my mistakes, but to learn from them. I am letting go of everything from 2010. No more hurts, no more regrets, i’m leaving all those behind. I am also leaving an ex-boyfriend behind in 2010. I have been through so much with him. I have learned that he is a jerk who will never change. I have to try to stop helping him because there’s nothing anyone can do for him but God. I am letting go, praying and giving it all to God. I am focusing on my awesome family and friends. I am keeping my standards high and I am focusing on fulfilling my purpose for our lord and savior, Jesus Christ. So everyone… let go of your mistakes, hardships and hurts from 2010. You have become a stronger person and you have a fresh start<333

The girl in the dress wrote you a song.. you should’ve known;)

This week has been great! Monday started off kind of emotional and edgy. But Tuesday after school I did a bible study at Starbucks with Suzy.Then I went home and did another study by myself. I just put on my favorite christian music songs and poured my heart and feelings out to God. It was seriously awesome! I just felt him wrap his arms around me and I all of a sudden knew that everything will be okay. I am going to be a stronger woman out of this and I can help someone! It was a great experience. Then, on Wednesday I went to counseling. It was really awesome! I got to work with horses again and just pour my heart and tell my story to the horse. I learned a lot about myself there. It helped me out so much. Now when i go to school I can hold my head up high and know that everything will be okay. My friends at school are with me every step of the way. And of course my family! I can’t even imagine going through this without the love and support of ALL my family. I love them all so much!!! Today was a good day. it’s hard to see him and run into him. but I was with my friend and I know that I have the strength that I need from God to get through this. He is amazing. Without him I can’t even imagine what I would possibly do. tommorow is going to be a good day. I am going to walk int that school and know that I have God’s hands wrapped around me and I will make it through this.

I have a hard time with expressing how I really feel. I get my feelings out by writing songs, poems, letters and stuff like that. So I am hoping that having this will help me with that:). This year has definitly had its up and downs. I’ve been hurt in every way possible it seems. It has made me a stronger individual with the help of Jesus Christ, my lord and savior. He is truly amazing!! I have decided in this last year to trust him fully with my life. Especially in the last few weeks. Things that I never would have thought would happen to me, have happened. I know God has a reason why and is helping me through it as we speak. Most of you don’t really know my full story.. but I can tell you trust our lord and savior Jesus Christ and he will help you through anything. Make him your best friend, tell him everything. It honestly and truly helps!!

<33 Michele